Peter just stop it!… I wish I could

gotta turn this dose of reality into a positive. moving on a bit, even if subtle, has always been tough for me. i let people, not circumstances bother me way too much. it’s something i have to find help with. i recognize this weakness but recognition alone doesn’t help.

my biggest problem is ignoring, even if by ignoring i will stand to gain. i am actually moving out of state because of this problem of mine. it manifests itself in many ways. when i fall for someone (which i rarely do) i fall hard and i hate that about myself. i don’t want to feel strong emotions for anyone right now, too much to accomplish.

i won’t let any of what i am bitchin’ about stand in my way but i do wish i could flip a switch and just make things easier on myself.

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